24 Sept 2011

What the FUCK...i hav been almost 1 yr never update my Blog...LOL.....And im shock there is someone using my picture to promote their Advs...Said im thier massage BOY staff...LOL..FUCK!!!...

Anyway...i Work As TUTOR now...in a Academy~ =) Teaching ppl Makeup!!!yuuhuu....

so...i think i will come back again..to update about myself...about my life...? hehe...oh yea..wanna share u guys about my doggie... TADA!!!!!!! HERE!!!!


So....1 is Chanel....the 1 who i intro b4...Another 1...is NELSON!!!...hahah he is male..and a new Joint FAMILY Member !!!...ahahhahah...

2010 Plan...new hope...new plan..

First...i wanna wish all Happi New Year。 sorry so long nv update my blogs...cuz of busy for studie and working....haha...

Currently i juz finish my 1st ARTIST job...which is stick with he...and travel to melacca...JB and Batu pahat..=) since last year (24 DEC - 27DEC).. who is the artist? haha..he is Andrew Tan 陈势安 and Duncan Lim =) i pass my christmas with them~~....haha...wao wao wao...1sttime take this job..and so far so good here... good show too~ ...a good experience for me and also a good chance for me to do my portfolio ~ Thx Andrew Tan...Thx Duncan...and also Thx u my teacher...Desmond Yoi~

hahaha ^.^Ｖ　ｈａｐｐｉ～

opps...back to my plan....haha ...in 2010.. i plan to pass my CHinese new year with the 1 i love~~ which is going back kuantan~ but not my hometown~hahaha... =) and...after chinese new year...around march or april i will go taiwan with my fren..quennel~~ Go taiwan not for travel or ply...buy its search for my future studie(Improve my make up) ..in taiwan~ learn their technique ~ culture~ haha..so on la.. =)

Bside of this.. i will graduate in this yr...April...with my senior~ ROAR~ im the 1st junior can graduate with them~ haha....tell u guys...i aldy in double eyelid level~ haha.....i already pass 1 , 2 ,3 tone...smokey..and c-Curve(Deepset) ...and the last1 is double eyelid~ but...i stil think that ...those make up i learn..its not enough for me....i wanna learn more...more advance..=)

After graduate....and after my taiwan studie~ ofcuz...its time for me to looking for job~..hehehe...i wish..i can b fashionshow make up artist...haha...if can maybe b a make up artist which oni help Artist make up 1? haha...duno yet...still searching my future...

im not mature enough....我想我还是不够成熟 ...

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

this song...when i hear it...i feel that im not mature too....20 yrs old...i feel i cant handle something good....juz for example my relationship...i duno how to push out my feel....everytime...when i knw argue will start in the next...but my partner...keep wan settle the argue with me in the day and directly...nv giv me chance to calm down... he nv giv me time to calm down...and also nv giv me a chance to control my emotional....i almost crazy / sot ...why i got such of the feel...i love my lover...but also hate my lover.....my lover always blame me..say me....im changed....i ask back....what change my?.....money?...fren?...parents?...or environment?...i say NO...its cuz of arguing .... im bored for argue life....GOD DAM it....

sumtimes...i really wish ..i can silent..myself...all the time(wholelife)...i dun wish to talk to any1...sumtimes...i lost my way...i duno wan to step my next step or not...cuz i got sum kind of feel that afraid wats is my next step...izzit good..? or bad...i very scare...

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

izzit i wanna try to show...how strong im...how mature im..?....i wont cry...i will keep it...when something happen ...i wont angry/ scold out ...when i found that u did something wrong to me...izzit..? u wanna i do like this..? my partner...always using WORKING ....so stress...or tired such of reason/excuse to me...say dun fight...dun argue...but hav u really think my feel b4? wat im thinking about...?

Happi Moon Moon Festival...

yoyoyo....wish u guys a Happi " MOON MOON " Festival yea...heheheh today maymei house..her parents organize a MOONCAKE Festival Party....alot ppl...alot FOOD!!!!..i eat a lot mooncake....got green tea....chocolate...and Nian Rong...lolz...my favourite .. summore..got steamboad ler...waH!!

Almost be feizai nw ler....hmm...i wanna KEEP FIT!!! ARG!!! nowday i keep control my diet...dun wish to eat so much...but the end i cant do it...i beh tahan cuz i cant let the delicious food survival so LONG...LOL!!! hahaha....

Oh yea...wanna share u guys about my study....my make up...hohoho..teacher say i juz like a MAGICIAN... learn thing very fast and catch up!!...nowday.....i aldy can handle 3 tone...HOHOHO!!!!....summore i got my 1st bridal and groom freelance JOB last 2 weeks....hahaha nexttime i will post to blog and share it yea..dun worry~!~

next week...i wanna taking my 3 tone exam...excited!!! after 3 tone...i gonnna to learn SMOKEY!!! wahahahaha smokey eye juz like PUNK!! ROCK!!!...beside this....i wanna tell u guys a secret..i like the make up ART of LADY GAGA in poker face MV...its COOL!!!....and i knw how to DO it too!!! hahaha!!!!!

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a Love Story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quite cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this down for a little while
Cause you were romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, then try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll Make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you would ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts to town I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said
Marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talk to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

NEW UPDATE*** Its me!! ahaahaa...

yoyoyo....nah...here i am....new update yea!! later u guys say i nv show recent of me...haahhahaa






Ok la Ok la....enough la...later u all fall in love to me..><...hahahhaa kidding la...muackhz @@ i will be back yea...^^

Tired ...rushing..but NV giv up!

hoi hoi!!...recently i caned my parttime job aldy..juz start thiss mon!!...hahaha no longer in elianto lor~~ i work parttime in PET SHOP( Asean PET)!! waahahaa...and my working time...wao sibeh good...morning 10.30am ....until night 8.30m can balik rumah(back home) lor!!!lolz..so ood ler....^^ summore...they offer me...1 hour is rm4.50...hmm^^ its quite okie la...cuz...as a parttime...hai gam xiong har de la(is like that de la....)...

oh yea...i wanna show u guys sumeting...also my BIG present....sorry ar guys so long oni show u uys my birthday PUPPY!!!...hahaha...my baby hor....hmmm....gave me birthday present is....PUPPY!!!......hahaha... and the puppy breed is Silky Terrier and i name her..."CHANEL" hohoho....chanel a branded cosmetic in this world...also very expensive de ler... ....Here she is...she is Girl girl lai de or....also my LuiLui....hoohoho...bcome "DADDY" lo...MUAHAHAHAAAHA

this 2 pic hor....is when i bring she go out ai gai...in the car take de....see see?? this is silky terrier yea....the cousin of yorksir terrier ....love my baby so much!!!><....thx u baby...i love u!!...hahaha....also love my lui lui...

hehehe.....nah...guys...i show u my puppy already lor......^^ so...recently...my lifestyle is....weekday(monday to thursday) enter my class.... my make up study....wakekkeke.....when Friday and Sunday.....working!!!~~~yuuuhuuu~~~.....oni saturday FREE...also 1 of my holiday !~!~

okie la.....i hav to go lor....update nexttime la....byebye ^^ miss yea my fren..^^