我的小空间（My Little World)

24 Sept 2011

2011-09-23T18:47:00.000-07:00

What the FUCK...i hav been almost 1 yr never update my Blog...LOL.....And im shock there is someone using my picture to promote their Advs...Said im thier massage BOY staff...LOL..FUCK!!!...

Anyway...i Work As TUTOR now...in a Academy~ =) Teaching ppl Makeup!!!yuuhuu....

so...i think i will come back again..to update about myself...about my life...? hehe...oh yea..wanna share u guys about my doggie... TADA!!!!!!! HERE!!!!

So....1 is Chanel....the 1 who i intro b4...Another 1...is NELSON!!!...hahah he is male..and a new Joint FAMILY Member !!!...ahahhahah...

2010 Plan...new hope...new plan..

2010-01-04T04:13:00.000-08:00

First...i wanna wish all Happi New Year。 sorry so long nv update my blogs...cuz of busy for studie and working....haha...

Currently i juz finish my 1st ARTIST job...which is stick with he...and travel to melacca...JB and Batu pahat..=) since last year (24 DEC - 27DEC).. who is the artist? haha..he is Andrew Tan 陈势安 and Duncan Lim =) i pass my christmas with them~~....haha...wao wao wao...1sttime take this job..and so far so good here... good show too~ ...a good experience for me and also a good chance for me to do my portfolio ~ Thx Andrew Tan...Thx Duncan...and also Thx u my teacher...Desmond Yoi~

hahaha ^.^Ｖ　ｈａｐｐｉ～

opps...back to my plan....haha ...in 2010.. i plan to pass my CHinese new year with the 1 i love~~ which is going back kuantan~ but not my hometown~hahaha... =) and...after chinese new year...around march or april i will go taiwan with my fren..quennel~~ Go taiwan not for travel or ply...buy its search for my future studie(Improve my make up) ..in taiwan~ learn their technique ~ culture~ haha..so on la.. =)

Bside of this.. i will graduate in this yr...April...with my senior~ ROAR~ im the 1st junior can graduate with them~ haha....tell u guys...i aldy in double eyelid level~ haha.....i already pass 1 , 2 ,3 tone...smokey..and c-Curve(Deepset) ...and the last1 is double eyelid~ but...i stil think that ...those make up i learn..its not enough for me....i wanna learn more...more advance..=)

After graduate....and after my taiwan studie~ ofcuz...its time for me to looking for job~..hehehe...i wish..i can b fashionshow make up artist...haha...if can maybe b a make up artist which oni help Artist make up 1? haha...duno yet...still searching my future...

im not mature enough....我想我还是不够成熟 ...

2009-10-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

this song...when i hear it...i feel that im not mature too....20 yrs old...i feel i cant handle something good....juz for example my relationship...i duno how to push out my feel....everytime...when i knw argue will start in the next...but my partner...keep wan settle the argue with me in the day and directly...nv giv me chance to calm down... he nv giv me time to calm down...and also nv giv me a chance to control my emotional....i almost crazy / sot ...why i got such of the feel...i love my lover...but also hate my lover.....my lover always blame me..say me....im changed....i ask back....what change my?.....money?...fren?...parents?...or environment?...i say NO...its cuz of arguing .... im bored for argue life....GOD DAM it....

sumtimes...i really wish ..i can silent..myself...all the time(wholelife)...i dun wish to talk to any1...sumtimes...i lost my way...i duno wan to step my next step or not...cuz i got sum kind of feel that afraid wats is my next step...izzit good..? or bad...i very scare...

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

izzit i wanna try to show...how strong im...how mature im..?....i wont cry...i will keep it...when something happen ...i wont angry/ scold out ...when i found that u did something wrong to me...izzit..? u wanna i do like this..? my partner...always using WORKING ....so stress...or tired such of reason/excuse to me...say dun fight...dun argue...but hav u really think my feel b4? wat im thinking about...?

Happi Moon Moon Festival...

2009-10-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo....wish u guys a Happi " MOON MOON " Festival yea...heheheh today maymei house..her parents organize a MOONCAKE Festival Party....alot ppl...alot FOOD!!!!..i eat a lot mooncake....got green tea....chocolate...and Nian Rong...lolz...my favourite .. summore..got steamboad ler...waH!!

Almost be feizai nw ler....hmm...i wanna KEEP FIT!!! ARG!!! nowday i keep control my diet...dun wish to eat so much...but the end i cant do it...i beh tahan cuz i cant let the delicious food survival so LONG...LOL!!! hahaha....

Oh yea...wanna share u guys about my study....my make up...hohoho..teacher say i juz like a MAGICIAN... learn thing very fast and catch up!!...nowday.....i aldy can handle 3 tone...HOHOHO!!!!....summore i got my 1st bridal and groom freelance JOB last 2 weeks....hahaha nexttime i will post to blog and share it yea..dun worry~!~

next week...i wanna taking my 3 tone exam...excited!!! after 3 tone...i gonnna to learn SMOKEY!!! wahahahaha smokey eye juz like PUNK!! ROCK!!!...beside this....i wanna tell u guys a secret..i like the make up ART of LADY GAGA in poker face MV...its COOL!!!....and i knw how to DO it too!!! hahaha!!!!!

Love Story

2009-09-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a Love Story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quite cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this down for a little while
Cause you were romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, then try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll Make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you would ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts to town I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said
Marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talk to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

NEW UPDATE*** Its me!! ahaahaa...

2009-09-09T03:33:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo....nah...here i am....new update yea!! later u guys say i nv show recent of me...haahhahaa

Ok la Ok la....enough la...later u all fall in love to me..><...hahahhaa kidding la...muackhz @@ i will be back yea...^^

Tired ...rushing..but NV giv up!

2009-09-06T07:17:00.001-07:00

hoi hoi!!...recently i caned my parttime job aldy..juz start thiss mon!!...hahaha no longer in elianto lor~~ i work parttime in PET SHOP( Asean PET)!! waahahaa...and my working time...wao sibeh good...morning 10.30am ....until night 8.30m can balik rumah(back home) lor!!!lolz..so ood ler....^^ summore...they offer me...1 hour is rm4.50...hmm^^ its quite okie la...cuz...as a parttime...hai gam xiong har de la(is like that de la....)...

oh yea...i wanna show u guys sumeting...also my BIG present....sorry ar guys so long oni show u uys my birthday PUPPY!!!...hahaha...my baby hor....hmmm....gave me birthday present is....PUPPY!!!......hahaha... and the puppy breed is Silky Terrier and i name her..."CHANEL" hohoho....chanel a branded cosmetic in this world...also very expensive de ler... ....Here she is...she is Girl girl lai de or....also my LuiLui....hoohoho...bcome "DADDY" lo...MUAHAHAHAAAHA

this 2 pic hor....is when i bring she go out ai gai...in the car take de....see see?? this is silky terrier yea....the cousin of yorksir terrier ....love my baby so much!!!><....thx u baby...i love u!!...hahaha....also love my lui lui...

hehehe.....nah...guys...i show u my puppy already lor......^^ so...recently...my lifestyle is....weekday(monday to thursday) enter my class.... my make up study....wakekkeke.....when Friday and Sunday.....working!!!~~~yuuuhuuu~~~.....oni saturday FREE...also 1 of my holiday !~!~

okie la.....i hav to go lor....update nexttime la....byebye ^^ miss yea my fren..^^

What a Beautiful MORNING

2009-08-30T02:42:00.000-07:00

When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Hoo, hoo, do do do do do...

When I see the leaves start fallin
I wanna see you
The only thing I'll do
Don't you know
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh..

The only thing I'll doIs gonna dream of you
Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring(You know every morning)

When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Ooh..

The only thing I'll doIs to rush and run to you
When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh..

The only thing I'll doIs gonna dream of you
I found my angel in my life
I cannot see why
I cannot see why
We can't be in love till we die
Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing

Like snow fallin' in spring
One day we'll spread our wings

You and me da, you and me da...
Spread our wings do..do...do....
Wanna
be wanna
be wanna
I wanna be,be your lover
I'll run to you...ooh...

Do u feel tired too?....

2009-08-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

Some ppl...there r not worry about money...cuz they r rich. some ppl dun feel any stress cuz their job/work its very free ...hmm.. from the day of my birthday..i realize many many many thing...wat i saw..wat i feel...wat i hear...and wat i face.. i realize...there is not easy to pass 20th yrs...in this 20th yrs... i really realize and awake...who is bad..who is really caring myself..and nice to me..=)
my family...they accompany me...aldy got 20th yrs thats why i really love/care my family..^^thx u my mom..dad....my bro and also my PET..wakaka...i wont forgot u 2 yea boubou and Lucky(my pet) =) ..bside my family accom me....2nd is my fren...some of them ...was my childhood friend...aldy got 10++ friendship...but why 10++ yrs friendship...in last yr from nw...there dun treat me as a fren anymore..? some aldy forgot who am i... some lost contact with me....some..changing mail/contact number but nv inform me..its this call friend..?izzit? im tired about FRIEND this topic

stress...nwday working really will make some1 STRESS ..like...u hav to face lot of lot of customer...but the lot of customer....not all of them is nice to u 1...some customer..is LCLY no maners...but what to do yea? u hav to face them ....beside face customer...another is...u also hav to face ur SUPERVISOR/MANAGER/BOSS.....this really making me insane and fucking stress.....why i say so..? cuz..we have to see how BLACK of his "FACE" to do something....when his face got smile...mean...he got something want u to do or try to build a good image in front of u how good he/she is but when he/she need help ,U will b the 1st who will help.....LOL... but when their face change become not friendly...fierce..scary...hmm...stress...fuck up...how beautiful word in ur explaina...also no use...kenak hantam...LOL....

if u really treat me as ur friend../ best friend..pleases...."Dun Walk in front of me..i may not FOLLOW...Dun walk behind of me...i may not LEAD.....If u really want to be my friend...Walk Beside me...i would like to Share my story with u...Keep our Friendship ...Our Promise..."

Our Friendship...never END....

Recently...

2009-08-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo...i update my blog lor!! hahaha...erm..how my life? erm..stil okie lar...wakaka...i will get a NEW desktop...huuhuu...i got my own computer lor!! no ned borrow my fren de...my lover de...or go cc for on9 updating my blog lor!! hhaha ...recently my sch(make up)...erm...i wanna take 1st lesson exam lor...which is fully make up and 1 tone eye shadow...hoohoohoo...i will draw my make up sample on paper....and when i having exam...i must help model fully make up..wakkakaka....who will b my model le...? still duno yet....hahahah!!!....nexttime i will post all my work...and share to u guys...!!! erm....hav 1 quest...so u guy miss me??? eeee!!!...haha but i miss my baby(ah bi) always / all the time...hahhaa.....but ofcuz la i will miss my fren too...!!^^

oh yea...i'm planning..that...this nov i wanna back to my hometown....so MISS HOMETOWN yea....so...jiek jiek...u can meet khen khen lor!!! roar!! we yumcha!!! hahaha....1st i will visit my daddy 1st... that mean i will back to sandakan 1st...stay at there few day...or 1 week...after that oni back to KK(kota kinabalu) visit my mom and my cousin !!...wakakakakaa...wait me yeA!!!

My 20th Birthday~

2009-07-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

15th of JULY was my birthday..my baby secretly plan to celebrate a SUPRIZE and unforgettable birthday for me..>< thx u baby..muackhz i love the present y
ea...hahaha..the most SUPRIZE is...my baby bring my to my new HOME..i though inside the house oni 2 of us..(me and my baby)..but who knw i find out 1 of my fren 1st...that is MR NELSON!!! arrggg u really shock me at the first when i found u at my PERSONAL TOILET!!!

This 2 RED eggs is receive from maymei's mother...her mommy know that day its my b'day..so she cook 2 red boil egg to me...thx u thx u aunty..^^My 1st Gift on that day....in the morning...
DO u notice how cute for this girl? she is my friend cathy .. a staff of Elianto...hahaha i also a staff of Elianto yea...but its parttime la....oni duty on Fri,Sat and sunday...
This is Mavis...my another staff~ hahaha see ? we share a BIG lai cha..in Wong Kok Char CHan Teng in Leisure Mall..
Aiyer....mavis...u r so funny nia...so UGLY la...me....hmmm...hmmm THis is a special Milk Tea that for birthday BOY 1...hahaha happi happi...

Earning + Learning + Rushing ^ (0 0) ^

2009-07-08T03:01:00.000-07:00

8 of July (Wed) BOOOOm!!... today its my 1st day touch some1 face...and help her make up...ZzZz...exciting !! yo! happi !!! after my own hand work..hmm...my teacher say the model eyebrown not really balance ...but the base of the face(foudation) its okie...OMG!!...yea..its truth..i afraid to draw eye brown ..cuz its difficult to balance ...( > _ < )

after my make up work...its LUNCH time !!!YOOOO! i going out lunch with my buddy at 又一村Restaurant...makan makan makan....Around 2.30..oni back for my class....hmm..ZZZ...This time..teacher teach me how to embellish my our own EYEBROWN...WTF!! scary yea!!..cuz....i 1st time used eyebrown knife to embellish my own eyebrown...cuz normally..i used to help my fren...this time...its used on my self!! arrg!..its hard to adjust and balance..

DIK DAK DIK DAK DIK DAK....

FInally...its done..but teacher help me more then i embellish by myself..lol....dun laugh me la..i knw im useless la.... ( T _ T ) hohoho...after embellish eyebrown lesson. teacher allow me to go home..wakakaka...i back around 4....around 6.30..i updating my blog...which is nw..kekekeke....and wait...wait ..for....cuz hor later got GRAND pasar malam...(Hong LOk) ROAR!!!!! i wanna buy MY FOVOURITE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad Luck...hmm..dun give up Khen!...rebuild again !!

2009-07-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

last Monday(29 of june)...i receive a bad news from my lover housemate...that .is..our things(capital) has been stole at NOON...OH MY GOD wat the fuck!!...my laptop(compaq v3000)...my professional make up brush..my External hardisk...my limited collection bag...been stole!!!...and totally LOST around rm 4500 - rm 5000...wat tHe fuck!!...CCB that thief...geng lor...

wholehouse...my laptop been stole...and then my housemate desktop...oni the monitor been stole but the 2 CPU still there...the thief so stupid woot...LOL...bside our computers...the thief TOH SUI KA till our...cloth also Umm Fong Ko..mean..the thief dun care anything..dun care the cloth is new 1 or old...juz steal ..LOL...SO cheap lor...that thief...hmm,..next mon i will move to another House ...no more longer in this current place...SUCKS...got nightmare in this house alreadY...i wanna move out...ARGGGG..

haiz...suan la..forgot it la..nw juz face how to earn them(my laptop/desktop,my professional mae up Brusk,my external Hardisk) and rebuild back lor..nw waiting for PC fair and keep money to shopping...hmmm duno wan to by desktop ...or laptop..hmm..still planning...haha..

Today (Wed 1 of July)...i atten my class..and today i just get my another new set professional make up brush...YOY!!! happi nia...and..JULY its coming jor...HAPPI!!!!!!! hhahahaha...

My Make up Course Life...^^

2009-06-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

Today was my 2nd day in class(Snips)..kekeke...and today i get my brush SET...roar !! @@ professional brush 18 here !!! and 1 eyebrown color~ yiipppii~...

happi happi ~ and today i learn how to fill the color into the paper(eyebrown)..wahahhaa~ dun laugh me yea...cuz im newbie wor~ blek...

hahaa...okie la . no more la..share nexttime..i will try my best!! hehheehee....bb lor..muackhs..miss u all..

Transformer 2.....ROAR!!...

2009-06-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

today ( Wednesday, 24 of June )..i went out with my lover and 2 fren~ we going to The Garden (Deluxe shopping apartment) watch movie..which is Transformer 2..we book the ticket b4 the movie out..hmm...seriously..hard to buy a good seating for this movie lor..and..another reason...this movie always FULL...(including front seat)...lucky we choose this deluxe shopping apart that still got seat for 4 of us la...hahaha...

About Transformer 2..nice story..great graphic which is the robot transform and the battle scene ...really BEST..cuz..the previous episode not really much battle scene..i love it!!! yo! we watch this movie at 3 pm Noon..and end around around 5.45..waO!!! 2hour ++ for this movie..haha..guys..go to watch this movie yea! best ler!!...

after our Movie..we go to met our another fren which is working at Watson as a promoter .. wakakak so totally is 5 of us~!~..after that we going to have out dinner at Supershushi restaurant..hmm..4 days keep having shushi..kinda scare shushi ler ....but dun worry...my breakfast and lunch not ate shushi..so dun worry..hahaha...oni dinnerhaving shushi..blek..^^ hmm...horrible..after our dinner(shushi) hor...we decide to go Hong Lok pasar malam...SHIT!!...really geng oh 5 of us...can eat so much..i duno this can say is supper or not..LOL...reach pasar malam..we buy fried chicken meat piece..erm..sotong..fried dumpling...hmm..so on..

oh yea..i wanna tell u guys is...my jiejie (sister) S.H.E...they got 2 new song..very nice yea...which is..Luna Online game theme song..可爱万岁..and another is 锁住时间!!!!...i love them yea!! S.H.E !!!!! and..im waiting for their concert...i sure will GO!! ROAR!!!

HAPPY FATHER DAY...

2009-06-21T00:06:00.000-07:00

(Sunday)21 of June, yooyoyo..hav u wish ur dad "Happy father day"? haha..yesterday i went out with my bibi and 1 of my fren..he is upset and very down..so..i ask he with us. hmmm..the reason i go SG.wang is..i wanna do my registration in SNIPS.wakakakakak...pro. make up course. and i will fully concentrate on my course start next week. hmm~~ very excited ler..gan jiong gan jiong now...hmm...!! beside registration..another reason SURE is shopping la!! so long nv shopping jor lo!!!hahaha...but the end i bo buy dao thing o..cuz duno wat to buy at all...not my shopping season..LOL...

around evening 6pm..we decide to watch movie..night at the museum 2..haha..i knw the movie aldy out long time ago la..but dun laugh me la...who ask me working lasttime ? no time for relax or movie ing..before movie..we go to ichiban take our DINNER 1st..haha...at the time..i also call my dad and wishing he a HAPPY Father Day..but my dad sound like..erm...nthg special at all..=.="...hahah after dinner...MOVIE TIME!!!

7.05pm till...9pm ++..erm...this movie a..SO SO oni lor...erm i think the 1st 1 its better then this lor..haha but this 2 season...got many cute culture like..the 3 Cupid 丘比特( God of Love )its CUTE nia...hahahhaa...i love them!! ROAR !!..

IM BACK!!!!

2009-06-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo...babie~ i update my blog jor lor~!! hahaha currently i bo on9 and will sleep early. cuz i working now!! wahahaha...at leisure mall FOLIO sdn bhd . work as a supervisor...wahahahhaa....ngekngekngek..i miss my on9 life...sob sob sob..cannot on9..sien ler...hav to sleep early...good good...^^ this will let my pimple gone...and my life...become healthy bCK..hahahhaa...=) tell u guys hor..my hair kinda long..ngek ngek...keep keep keep...keep...still ned wait...not long enough!!!

Father day its coming now...hav u guys prepare gift yet? or any special plan? hehehe...fast fast get reADY LA..1 yr oni got 1 Father day..hav to appreciate ya.. ofcuz i knw every year will got father day..but ..we hav to wait wor? haha..

bside working as full time...i start my make up course soon...yuuuhoo...im coming lor!!!hahahaa tired o...while working...i hav to clean...housekeeping..packing...cashiering..swt..busy busy...sales too good already aster i start work at the shop..hahhaa...

New Update...4 of June**Thursday

2009-06-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm...nw i realize.. looking for job actually its very difficult 1 ..Elianto...SaSa......hhaha i waiting for call..hmmm ..sien ler...wait wait wait...but i gues tomoro i will get the answer ba. cuz..elianto tomoro ask me go interview around 10AM morning..hmm~~ hope they can hire me..yiiipppii...hahhaa..working lur...bside looking for job..erm..very bored jor lor....my life...suddenly..cuz..i no ned to busy for my sch etc doing assignment, homework, drawing, EXAM!!!!(HATE)....phew...no ned face those thing again...ahhahaa...finally...my stress all BOOM...no need worrie about studie...hahahhaa...~HMM~ oh yea...my 4th bro(sibbling) ..his own SHOP finally open aldy..wao wao wao he is starting his own busines nw..hahah selling CLOTH~ in my hometown...congraz bro!! nexttime when i back hometown...i will "BUY" cloth at ur shop yea...NGEK NGEK NGEK...!!!! u guys think i will ..."BUY" ma? hahaha ...by the way..his shop name called "The X Zone" erm...at city mall there.. jiek jiek.. if u shooping at ther...dun forgot visit my bro yeah!!!! hahhhaa

okie la..errm..i gues nothing to share jor..nexttime if i got something new to share ~~ i wont forgotto share at here~~ byebye yea babies muackhs~~ love yea~

i Promise u Dad...really...i promise...**

2009-05-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

today.. i call my dad and telling him about my result..i very calm to tell..."daddy..i cant go yr 2..i fail my exam.." then my dad ask wat my next plan now. then..i tell he that i wan to learn make up..i wanna b make up artist..and work for some event..TV show and so on... 1st my dad shock and suprize..he say why choose to learn make up..and then, i tell the reason that i really like make up this job..cuz ..i was part time make up artist in secondary sch lasttime when my sch having event...that time..also my 1st time..1st experience to touch cosmetics ...

After tell my dad my reason that i wanna learn..i feel that my tears wanna come out aldy..cuz i hear my dad say..."okie..i will let u learn, son. and without telling ur bro...i will help u..but promise to b good boy at there..go and cheak for the make up sch and price then oni inform me...i support u..but make sure u wont regreat after choose this...my son.." my tears feel wanna come out..and my heart..finally knw...even my mom and bro FULLY reject me to choose make up...but daddy no reject...but support...

suddenly...the thing that make me hate my dad...suddenly tell me..don hate my dad anymore...and appreciate /sayang / dun make he disappointed anymore...yea..true..i should not hate my dad..cuz..honestly...i realize..ex my dad...no 1 sayang me aldy..i realize...my dad very care me...even he got another family..he still nv giv up this son..which is me...thx u dad...in phone..i apologize to my dad..."sorry dad..i fail my exam...sorry..really.."...but he say its okie...my tears really wan drop out le.and my heart very 心酸...sorry dad...really..i try hard aldy...

nw..im facing prob..that choosing make up sch...i keep search and ask about information...cuz..i cannot waste my time aldy..since i dun hav class nw...

Sorry....my fren...

2009-05-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

hmm..today is 28may Thursday...9.53PM...hmm i juz finish cheak my result from my college website....so the end i get the answer...i fail my studie...dad...bro..and my lovely cute classmate...(rainbow..GTE...xiao huei..sam..ben..winny..JUn Yee...and so on...) sorry...ah ken make u guys dissappointed...i really try very hard le..very....but the end i stil cant pass well..or keep some subject to procce yr2 with u guys...i cant..my tears..nv drop..and..i very calm down here..very...but my brain was BLANK...

so..nw i hav to change my WAY aldy...i wanna learn make up nw..cuz i wanna b make up artist..but..my mom and bro sure dislike 1...oni dad support me..lasttime...this time..i wanna beg them again..i hope this time they really support me..pleases...let me fly pls..

SAD****.....i moody and duno wat to do nw...i nw seem like an idiot...sitting down here for nothing..juz face my screen..look at the time...tick tock tick tock...the time pass without wait...somebody help me...i really duno wat to do...i dun dare to face any1..i very scare...

21 of May Update EXCITED

2009-05-20T21:56:00.000-07:00

hmm yo babie~ haha tell u a news ya~ the faker cancel some and the blogs account after i shown the LINK here ~ hahaha wat a childish and LAME reaction. Hmmmmm forgot it...i dunwan to talk about this!! such of idiot..u dun hav human being 1 a? hope 1 day its ur time to being fake BY ppl~ jesus pls bless my hope and may it come true..ahaha...o0o

hmm~ 2 more day(23 of may) i have to back kuantan with lover~ hahahaha my lover 21 yr old Bday lurr...!!! hahaha...and 2 more mon oni my 20 yrs old Bday!!! ROAR!!! goin to the 2 group lor..(front number bcome 2..) lolz...20 yrs old...and my lover 21 yrs old...freedom jor lor...can go genting bok sat jor lor...LOL...hahahaa anyway~ this time we back kuantan not oni 2 of us...^^ but its 4 ppl nw!! wakakakaka 2 best buddy a girl and a boy they 4llow us back kuantan!!!i gues its more fun nw...can HANG OUT and ply together ...beach!! yay!..im comming!!! ^^ hahaha...excited~~ excited...

i found some delicious food in KUANTAN ..the taste juz same with my hometown...wao!! my 1st experience that bring me the feel like im having my Hometown FOOD..lolz...suddenly sooo miss my hometown FOOD nia..!! hahaha

Ahem! Chidish? Try to respect PPL la~~

2009-05-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

wellwellwell...babie~ im back..hehehe~ wanna share something with u guys yea~~nwday i found some1 using my pic...my detail so on la..ahahah fake me at all ~ and i also knw that hor the faker is from phili/indonesia one ~ hahahha...so childish lor this kind of ppl. why must fake ppl ler? fake ppl got any benefit? hmM~~ go to make fren summore~ then u think those fren really wanna b fren with "U" ma~ "MR pigKEN"(faker) haha~i dun think so~ those fren are wanna b fren with me but not u. pleases wake up pls~

I dun care u r a girl or a boy, but this reaction really dam childish~ cuz all my reallife fren saw ur profile and ur blog also say the same words...why this person so childish 1? all copie from u even ur name ur nick...but something its changed? im not 1991 MR and MRS~ i almost adult lor im 1989 20yrs old. hahah please la use ur brain~ bside my Date of born its diff..~~my fren also say that the faker very stupid~ put my hometown as in Phili /indonesia or Taiwan? lolz go to hell la. im imporssible from phili or indonesia ok? cuz i dislike that place!! im MALAYSIAN~ lolz

the faker fake my new blog update which is talking about mother day and my moM~and the faker add on about GRANDMA~ lolz sorry lor i dun hav grandma here yeah o0o~~ she pass away ~~ LOL~~ so many fox tail been catch out aldy why u dun shame 1?? pleases la...if u dun shame, pleases think about ur family~ i feel shame if i were ur family cuz of ur childish action...growth up pls la~ we r not child anymore.. dun waste the time la FAKER.

the faker using my real last name as a blog link ..a bit same of mine. the faker is using >>>> WWW.PIGKHEN.BLOGSPOT.COM <<<< lolz~~ all the topic inside the blog~~ almost same ~~ but using my OLD pic to make story~~ hahha u so like to make story yea faker??huh?? shame shame shame~~ yeeerrr~~

here i will list all the faker link~

http://profiles.friendster.com/74272335
http://profiles.friendster.com/68155848
http://profiles.friendster.com/alvinpig
http://pigkhen.blogspot.com/ (Diff lastname)

P/s : If u guys dun think im the real 1? or im faker? lolz i can show u wat~ i got webcam and i can update/ show u guys my recent pic wat? lolz or u can ask my real life fren huh?haha...real pigken...wont nv upload new pic 1...haha.cuz he wants to show how recently he is~ hm~m~~ blek... see yea nexttime

Holiday...and Mother's Day

2009-05-12T05:32:00.002-07:00

Wao....sem break yea..hmm no working ..nthg to do ...everyday oni EAT + PLY + SLEEP + on9 + WATCH DRAMA...家好月圆...hahaa nw oni watch that movie...hmm~~ good good...i love that drama..very touching ..hmm..aspecially Ho ma...she is a good mother i ever see in this world..haha stop this topic..lets talk about my story..haha ..last sat i go kuantan with my lover..wao wao wao...haahaha.. ..1sttme step kuantan beach...hmm~ i like beach soooo much...the wind...the smell..hmM~~ in KL almost 1 yr le...nv see beach b4..haha...seriously lor..im not jk de. oh yea..forgot .. i got kuantan with lover actually no for holiday ...its..celebrating MOTHER day.. hahaha!!!!..cuz hor..i cannot celebrate mother day with my mom ma...so celebrate with my lover's mother lor..muackh muackh...HAPPY Mother day!!

ermmm ermm....sorry ...nw.. i wan write something for my mom...haha..mommy...hmm.. ken ken miss u here yea...how r u..? hav u tak k urself..? hmm..i wish my puppy...boubou..can always bside u...juz like me..hmm...i knw i cant back to see u guys often..but i very appreciate the time when im with u guys lasttime...when i back hometown ..mommy...nwday u r getting old ..not the young mommy anymore...thank you to take k of me for so long..as my mother so long..u tak k of us every every single day...nv rest...mommy..thank you..i love you mommy..^^

Last paper...Going to sem break...

2009-05-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

tomoro (5May ) last paper lor...which is Design 1...lolz...yeah yeah yeah~so happy ler..cuz going to sem break..holiday lur...haha but no going back sabah..stay at KL here~~ like lasttime..haiz nvm la...aldy be accustomed to stay at here..hahaha

well..plan to do something in my coming holiday...hmm..but..stil blur blur..that..wan to take a parttime job or not ler..? wat kind of job? haha..lasttime i work as a Promotor during the time of SELAMAT Hari RAYA..in KLCC parkson...baby section that selling etc: nipple of a feeding bottle..breast pump..baby toys..haha..and so on..so cute ler...

u knw what? when i go interview for this the job..i though they will ask me go customer service there...b helper..hm..who knw 1 of the manager say...u look so cutes and..young...thn u batter go baby product section...OH MY GOD!!!...lolz..so.. no choice lor..haha..hmm..all my classmate...pulang kampung lur...so good ler..jealous jealous... suddenly i miss my 101 domention ...Lucky..hmm miss his lengzai face...haha and miss the time that he sleep bside me...laying at there..haha..and the time that i playing with he...ply catch catch..haha...a good boy...a good dog.. miss u..lucky...wait daddy yea...and take k..

Zombie stil alive...still here...dun forgot me pls...

2009-04-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

babes..im back. 1st i wants to apologize that i nv update my blog soo long...currently having paper ya...some of my classmate which dunhav resit...they balik kampung jor lorr!!! siao!! ...and i cannot...i hav to sit for exam till 5 of May...cuz i resit 7 paper!!! wao!!!! hahahhaa...hmm..nwday hor..my pimples pop out aldy..and make myself looks more ugly,,,hmm not really many la..but got pimples aldy lor..haiyoo...somebody help me...hhahaha...hmm~ dun worryy...bside pimmples..no more changed of me ..no gaining FAT..dun worry... = =..lolz...hmm. i will b update often after 5May...dun worry.. muackhz so miss u all yea....my lovely reader....pleases...visit me more..dun forgot me pls...

my Life Report No.2...wakakkaka..

2009-04-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hi babe..im back...so miss me huh??hahaha...sorry ar babe currently i wont snap my pic with this hair..haha..im waiting "it" grow...hahaha (sound like planting grass)..lol...last sunday ( 12 April ) i went to PC fair with my lover.. wao wao wao..finally i buy my External Hardisk !!! yo! finally i got my own WD hardisk!!! hahaha...western digital...best choice...YEAHH!...i buy 320GB for RM 220...hahaha...cheap right..?? others shop sell 235-249...tell u guys hor...the 1 rm 249...they try to cheat me and wan to earn my money ler...lucky hor..i found another cheap WD hardisk...juz rm 220...juz beside the shop!!! lol!!..lucky men..!!..bside went pc fair with my lover...we also having dinner at..a part of cheras....which call...pandan indah...ahaha..also with a fren call Ling Yee lor...3 ppl having dinner around...11++ <<

阿桑...虽然很不舍得你。。可是我不想你痛苦。。安息吧。。

2009-04-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

台湾歌手阿桑因患乳癌病逝享年34岁

4月6日讯据台湾东森新闻网最新报道，经演唱过《叶子》这首歌的歌手“阿桑”，因为去年十月罹患乳癌末期，在今天(4月6日)早上八点半，病逝于新店慈济医院，享年34岁。

本名黄嬿璘的阿桑，今年34岁，曾经待过艺工队，也短暂唱过PUB，有丰富的现场演唱经验，被经纪人--资深制作人汪一平发掘之后就辞去演唱的工作专心准备出片，在筹备等待发片的期间，为了维持生活，也当过律师事务所的总机与百货公司的客服播音小姐。

阿桑因为演唱电视剧《蔷薇之恋》片尾曲而走红，总共发行过两张专辑。去年十月被检查出乳癌末期，于今(6日)早八点半，病逝于新店慈济医院。

阿桑病逝师兄张智成情绪崩溃

歌手阿桑6日早上因乳癌病逝，这个消息传出震惊演艺圈，曾经和阿桑同公司的师兄张智成听到消息时，当场痛哭情绪无法平复。

本名黄嬿璘的阿桑，因为歌声很沧桑，唱片公司为了帮她取个比本名更好叫的小名，从她的歌声中想到了“桑”，就取名叫阿桑。阿桑的个性低调，自己的私事从不愿让人知道，曾经是阿桑的唱片宣传，也是在阿桑走后才知道这件事。

曾和阿桑同公司的张智成在得知阿桑走后，情绪一直无法平复，取消了所有通告，还在部落格上写着“桑！你回来啊！师兄我好难过！”张智成的经纪人欧洁表示，原本有庆功宴也往后延，张智成的情绪很不稳定。

根据欧洁透露，阿桑生病的事可能连她内地的经纪人黄艳都不知道，日前遇到黄艳时，还希望可以帮阿桑安排一些通告，可见阿桑生病都不愿身旁的人担心。

以《叶子》这首歌走红的“疗伤歌手”阿桑，罹癌过世，享年34岁。

这个新闻我在一个朋友的BLOG 看到。。就下了一跳。。我一时接受不到这个事实。。因为。。阿桑突然间就这样走了。。认识他的时候。。是因为一首歌。。叶子。。因为这首歌，我自己改变自己：很有勇气的去面对一个人的生活。。阿桑唱的叶子。。很悲伤。。很感动。。唱出了一个人该有的勇气。。虽然悲伤可是一定要勇敢的站起来。。

Erm...New me...New Story...New Hair..oh YEAH~~.

2009-04-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

babe babe babe~~ muackhz...zombie currently..botak aldy!!! ROAR!!!!! haha..do u knw why?? i wanna keep another NEW hair...hahaha...lasttime 1...rosak..(half dead half alive)...haha..so i decide to suicide all...and let them grow again...LOL...sound like planting Grass...lolz...

here...my new look..new hairstyle...very paikia 1 o...my fren say me paikia...but its a CUTE paikia...lolz...dun think so..SO....wat do u guys think about my hair?? b4 cut this hairstyle...i scare i will looks ugly at all...dun dare to cut 1..cuz i scare my forehead too high...looks weird...hmm...but the end i cut it.. for me... its not bad la...haha...wat do u think??

GOOD OR NOT???

Let me share about a Tips..how to take k of ur skin...

2009-03-25T10:04:00.000-07:00

For those...who r facing pore problem ..hmm here a tips that i found...and its can help u how to take k of ur face...avoid from pimples...and how to make sure ur pore is clean or not..haha

会导致毛孔粗大其实主要有两种原因

一为肌肤皮脂腺的油脂分泌量比较多，使得输送皮脂的「油管」口径变粗，自然毛孔就会粗大，
如果再加上皮脂阻塞在毛囊内部，使得过多的皮脂堵塞住毛孔口，也会将毛细孔撑得更大，
而通常皮脂分泌较旺盛的部位以T字地带为主，所以肌肤的T字带毛孔真的比较容易出现粗大的情形。

而另外一种毛孔粗大的原因则是肌肤真皮结缔组织松弛变形，使得毛囊周围的结缔组织无法保持弹性，
毛囊因而扩张而造成永久性的毛孔粗大问题。

1. 做好深层清洁：每天彻底卸妆，定期去角质、敷脸，防止肌肤毛孔阻塞，每周用深层清洁面膜将毛孔中过多的皮脂吸除干净，
避免毛孔被多余皮脂撑大。

2. 加强保湿：使用保湿精华液或保湿凝胶，防止肌肤干燥，经常使用保湿面膜，肌肤的角质层一旦充满水分，
会因为角质膨胀而让毛孔显得较为细致，同时肌肤水分充足可防止出油异常。

3. 使用具有促进肌肤新陈代谢或者强化肌肤结缔组织成分的保养品，对于毛孔粗大目前最有效的保养品成分首推A醇（维他命A），
A醇同时具有防止毛孔阻塞、促进肌肤新陈代谢与强化肌肤胶原增生的功效，持续使用三个月，
会发现毛细孔能够达到相当的紧致功效，此外，含有左旋C或是水杨酸成分的保养品对于缩小毛细孔也具有相当的改善功效。

4. 勿乱挤粉刺：不当挤压粉刺只会造成毛囊结缔组织变形，造成永久的毛孔粗大，持续清洁及使用水杨酸、
果酸类保养品就能将粉刺减至最小，切勿挤压。

5. 避免日晒：紫外线不但会引起毛孔松弛变形，也容易使得肌肤干燥缺水而造成出油量增加，
使毛孔更容易变大。

6.饮食摄取均衡，重视蔬菜、水果的份量，减少食用糖份、油脂、辛辣等刺激的食物，多喝水。

蛋白+化装棉=粉刺克星!

将脸洗净并用去角质层清洁，或加上柔软毛细孔的保养品；以洗完澡后毛细孔张开时最佳。

将化装棉(不是棉质的而是不织布，例如兰韵)撕成条状。

浸在蛋白上，待全湿透，用蛋白均匀抹于鼻头粉刺，在将沾湿蛋白的化装棉敷于鼻头。

要匀贴在鼻头，不要有空气或空隙，待完全干硬(约一个半小时)由下往上撕，已拔出一半的粉刺则只消稍微挤出。

若要美白，可试试看将蛋白打成霜状，在涂在脸上，至于要停置脸上多久，就不甚清楚啰！
至于如何使毛细孔变小
『细致肌肤小撇步』

彻底清洁肌肤
Step1．卸妆
无论是否有化妆都要卸妆，而完整的卸妆步骤是先用油性卸妆用品清除重点化妆部位（眼影、睫毛膏、口红），
才能确保彩妆不残留。再仔细卸除其它彩妆部份。
Step2．洗脸
为防止卸妆用品的油性成份可能会有部份残留在肌肤上，油污堆积的结果会使肌肤毛孔阻塞。
所以，卸完妆后一定要再用洗面奶洗脸，最后再用清水冲洗干净。

去角质
卸完妆、洗完脸之后，可使用磨砂膏达到深层清洁的目的，但记得避开眼睛及嘴巴四周。
磨砂后，皮肤的毛孔会较为粗大，最好拍点化妆水或喷上爽肤水来收缩毛孔、保持皮肤的水分。

收敛、滋润肌肤
干性皮肤可利用柔软化妆水来软化角质，帮助养份渗透，以及使用温和的弱酸性保养品并具保湿性为宜。
油性皮肤要用收敛化妆水在抑制皮脂分泌，并使用清爽及抑制皮脂分泌的保养品。

保持正常生活作息
保持好心情及睡好觉是很重要的！每天只要多喝水。喝水的好处多多，可排除体内杂质、帮助身体新陈代谢。
多吃水果对皮肤也大有帮助；苹果、香蕉还有助于肠胃消化，草莓、橘子含有丰富的维生素C，
对美容肌肤也是很好的喔！建议你别吃油炸油腻的食物，因为那只会促进皮脂线分泌更旺盛。

My story report...Chapter 2

2009-03-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

hmm..im back. sorry a..cuz i kinda busy for my sch assignment..hmm which is making /design a paper bag..haiz..very fan o..summore..my drama ..very rush also...next week hav to present the drama in class lagi..haiz..busy+busy+rushing = the end..is die..LOL..

but hor..while the busy and rushing day..i stil got time to ss wor..wanna see mou jek??hahhaa..here..

hmm..bside busy my sch stuff..nthg special also...and my lifestyle..always changed lor...cuz hor i wan changed myself..let myself keep changed..keep update..keep diff..hehe...dunwan let others ppl think..im juz a simple boy in their eye..i dunwan..i dun wish..im not simple at all..blek.!!..

2009 ..the latest outlook of me..

2009-03-11T11:35:00.000-07:00

Ello!...im back...but..im not telling any news about me..juz showing how im nw..haha..but..i will be right back two more day later .. i also will share about something nexttim~~ so..remember to visit me yea..haha Muackhz i love u all..!!

Its time to....

2009-03-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Babie..sorry a..sorry a..im late..haha..sek sek~ muackhz..currently im busy for my life in KL..like..i hav to buy many thing like..shampoo..blablabla...many many and many...haha..tomoro its time to face my result nia..scary!!!...hmm..if my result..really not really okay..i decide to go.. go to find my future..but not waste time to resit/ repeat...sorry my classmate..i also wish to stay with u all 1.. hmm..but hor...this idea.. my parents not agree..they wan i continue it even im fail in my exam..hmm..this diploma cert..really so important meh..? haiz.. others ppl...they work so hard..after graduate ...nv got a cert..keep work..work..work..so harder.. the end..they success....

hmm..juz wish i were them.. wish those junior whos going to study in future...pleases..think twice..b4 u go for study...go to study..not cuz of wan knw gf/bf..pleases..haha...some of my fren..they decide to study..actually..is..they wan to ply....knw gf/bf ..used monthly pocket money for shooping....LOL...this is wat my fren doing in their studie in KL....lolz..

My happi memory in Hometown..

2009-02-28T22:04:00.000-08:00

After came back to KL ..i feel very down and sad...cuz of i miss the day i being with my mom and 4th bro..and also my naughty babie puppy BouBou...hmm..even i am bored for the day cuz staying in mom shop oni..but its happi to see my mom all the time...hmm..my mom very busy this period cuxz of rushing a 40k Business...this busines its from a Sch..they wan to renew all the Hostel's window cloth...ahaha...so my mom hor..very hard working...everyday wake up at 6 or 7..prepare ...then wake me and my bro up..go to shop around 9 or 10..then start work again...omg.. u knw wat time oni we having breakfast..? 12 pm la...swt..

beside i miss my mom..and also my puppie..hmmm almost 1 yr oni see my puppie once..hmm she is not really Fat as wat my mom told me in phone..but stil okie la...hehe i veru dissappointed cuz i plan to take pic with my mom..at the day i back to KL 1..who knw..my mom cuz of wan rush the job...ask her sister..which is my aunt to fetch me to airport...hmmm..no chance ...and i forgot also ...sad...i hope..this short sem,..will pass very fast...and the sem break very allow me go home again..this time..i wan back SDK...and also KK..i wan see both side of my parents...my daddy...my mommy...

hmm..25Feb now..3 more day to go...Mommy..take k yea..

2009-02-24T21:41:00.000-08:00

Yooyoo..babie..im home~~muackhz...hmm~~25feb now..3 more day to go lor..sad sad..cuz i stil wan stay longer in my hometown ler..mommy cook for me..peanut soup..Yong Tao FU..DUN LEAVE ME ALONE PLS!!!...hmm..no choice la....hav to back KL continue my education..LOL..hmmmhmm..nevermind..stil got chance 1..i will be back..

3 weeks in hometown...let me learn many thing..and 1 more thing is..now i oni realize 1 of my fren...how to backstab me...with my others fren...nvm..i wont scold u..but i wont treat u as a fren anymore..and i hope that u will understand how to respect ppl....Beside this..i keep myself to control from junk food...haha..if..i cant control hor.. ..im a FATTY now...omg..opps..skip the topic..not wish to talk about my body..haha...i keeping fit..dun worry...HMM~~~haiyoo haiyoo..very excited tim...when think 3 more day to back...hmm~~cuz so miss KL de fren..haha.^^ ken ken will back sooN~~~

If i could...Sweet sweet nehx (^ _^)(^ε ^) k i s s ♥

2009-02-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣讓我和你感應
If I could If I could

如果不停的走就能走進你心裡找一點點感動
如果不停的跑就能夠逃離自己莫名的小哀愁
如果不停的求就能夠替天知道未來的秘密
如果不停的飛就能夠自由自在找到我的天空
如果我能改變這不完美的世界

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If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣讓我和你感應
If I could If I could
就讓夢想變成旋律但願有你傾聽
If I could If I could
Ah....

如果不停的求就能夠替天知道未來的秘密
如果不停的飛就能夠自由自在找到我的天空
如果我能改變這不完美的世界

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Babyface - If I Could (《我的億萬面包》插曲)
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If i could 的意思呢是如果我可以。。最近我喜欢上这首歌，甜蜜甜蜜哦。哈哈。。我希望当面对每样事情的时候都和我喜欢的人一起。。喜欢我并不是因为我外在美。。不分开。。两人没有谎言的一起相处。。快快乐乐的。。偶尔我会变得很孩子气~ 因为希望你注意我多一点。。脸上总是挂着笑容。。每天都要你知道。。跟你在一起~。。是多么的开心。。多么的幸福。。

可是...你想的...跟我想的都一样吗....？

" If i could " its a song that sing by Babyface ..and this moment..i suddenly keep listen this song...the lyric for this song..its mean the sweetness between the couple..and its meaningful for those couple..and i wish..if i could..i can do everything..or spend my time..with the 1 that i love..and the One..also love me too. never argue..never fight..and never got a lie between us..^^
i will always smile..and show how happy im..its because i wan u knw that how happy im..when im together with u..and how well-being with u...

BUT ...r u thinking the way..same with me too..?

Sadness..

2009-02-14T23:01:00.000-08:00

This morning i argue with 1 of my fren..im asking he not to bothering me again..i knw im bad to him..but ..i really dun wish both of us not happi..but..the end he say giv up to bothering me..but..he tell me tat.."outside got ppl gossip about me..and gossip around..like wat a famous news...bside this..and wat wat wat i aldy hav a BAD image to ppl.."

wat i did b4..huh...? i nv did anything wat.. why he wan to say me like this.. after i hear this..i nearly kill myself... i keep asking myself.... wat i did b4? i nv did anything worse out neh..in KL..no thing to do juz stay at home always..nv go out 1. like that aso being say like this,.. wat now..wat to do now..

im sad..im afraid..im scare...juz feel..wan hide..am i really did something worse to u guys...and hav bad image to u guys..? im sorry if yes....SORRY...i beg.. my fault...i duno how to b a human being ...i apologize... SOB..my tears drop...slowly...and i crying this afternon..twice....its becuz hear about i hav a bad image outside...nw my eye..juz like golden fish eye..cuz ..so long nv cry le.....hmm..

VALENTINE ?? 情人节??

2009-02-12T20:33:00.000-08:00

情人节？在我的人生字典里，没有情人节这三个字...

hmm..this is from my fren de msn personal msg...hahah for me..same ..same..nv pass VALENTINES one..even i got partner..haha..but i remember when secondary life...i make chocolate..for my classmate..and pass with them..but..aldy graduate le..some of them got msg me..got call me..say so miss the day tat pass valen with me..and my handmade chocolate...hahaha...hmm~ i miss u all too..Senior 2 B...hehe..

how i pass tat day a? hmm..nothing special ba..cuz im in hometown now..hmm maybe pass alone..juz like normal lor
kaka 2 more weeks..oni back KL..so..so...KL fren..i knw u guys mis me 2..but ken~~ 2~ haha..

The last day for CNY..

2009-02-09T20:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the last night for CNY lor...how i celebrate??hmm~~dinner at my cousin(Ah Yi) de house lor..wasai...all my cousin at there too..kaka...but some of them..absent la..dun hav join us..yummy...many food at there....itz bcuz..every family..hav to prepare 1 FOOD....hahaha...nice..nice..nice...

HooHoo..i eat SOOOOOOO much..after coming back to hometown..hmm a bit FAT jor tim...omg omg..HELP!! i wan keep fit le!!! i wan slim slim nia!!!arrreeeggg!!! help~...bside eat....tell u guys yor..i nearly bcome a PIG le..really..cuz hor..i can sleep ...whole day..if i dun hav follow my mom go to shop...hmm..geng hor..bside sleep..hm....nthg special also lor..

HHmm..come back hometown..i meet my gang!!..hahaha...which is ah lui..Alex..Jerry Ho..and Gme..haha..but hor....got 2 new member...hmm..i duno them actually..haha...which is ah Choi(angel) and XXX(forgot already)...lolz...a guy lai d..haha...the 3rd day i were in hometown..they fetch me go out dinning together..wakakkakaa..

Hmm...my hometown..dun hav line de..sorry a.. cuz..my izzit modam..at hometown...is ot functionable..i gues...sabah still not available yet..hmm nvm nvm...i still can on9 de..but morning 10am..till 8 pm..hmm i on9 by using my laptop...use the foodcourt WIRELESS...hahaa...

My new Hairstyle...and Im in Hometown now..

2009-02-06T01:45:00.000-08:00

ermm..Guys..im currently in hometown now..wakakakak..i juz come back KK here yesterday(5th Feb) after my morning paper.....haha..im happi ooo...after come back KK here....1st i stil can get ang pow..hahaha...2nd..i can see my mom ..and my puppy BouBou...yay!!~ 3rd..i miss KK life...and KK food...hahahhaa yay~!~ finally...im back my hometown~~kaka..i will going back to KL..this end of mon..^^ so dun so miss me yea guys..but i will always miss u all de..kakaka..

Ohyea..last week..i go for a new hairstyle again...but i nv show to u all..this is how my hair looks like ow..haha..blek...the latest of me too..kaka

你太诚实了....

2009-02-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

谁拉住我谁救救我我从高空狠狠地坠落
谁叫醒我说这是梦说你和她什么都还没有
在窒息的沉默中你握住我的手
爱怎么了我怎么了一句话都没有说
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

你没有错我没有错像一阵风吹熄了承诺
你挣扎过你要我懂那谁来懂我心里的黑洞
我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我
想开一切正疮百口宁愿到底怎么过
我曾经以为爱情应该诚实
但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子
你坦白一切留给我决定是多么的自私
我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实
你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰
在我转身之前你看不到我流泪的样子

Sing by S.H.E 你太诚实

最近小权我很不开心。。。因为某人有再次的伤害我了。。喜欢我。。可是伤害我。。明明懂我不喜欢他做哪些东西，可是到最后还是死性不改。。够了。。谢谢你。。喜欢我。。谢谢你爱我。。谢谢你坦白一切让我知道。。谢谢你很诚实。。可是。。你懂。。我真得不懂该怎么办吗？。。喜欢我。。要我和你在一起。。可是。。诚意是有。。可是。。你还是让我失望了。。因为。。我不喜欢的。。你都做了。。无言。。。

我真得不懂一些人喜欢我这个人什么。。。。我又笨，又丑，脾气又怪。。干吗喜欢我。。远离我离开我好吗。。我是危险人物。。。还有今天 4/2/2009。。我收到一封你的信息。。我很开心。。你又再次坦白了。。对，那件事实真的我认。因为我想气你。。我要你讨厌我。。我要你恨我。。为什么你要对我那么好。。那么的诚实。。你要我怎样。。平时。。你打来。。我都不好声好气的跟你讲话。。有时候。。我故意脾气坏。。骂你，不接你电话。。关机。。。为什么。。到最后。。你都忍着。。微笑。。委屈的。。你现在是在学我吗?你要做第2个我吗。。？每次不开心。。都放在心里。。忍着。。委屈的笑起来。。。笨蛋。。你懂我伤心吗。。你懂我会哭的吗。。我爆发了。。你开心吗。。。我不懂为什么你那么笨。。为什么。。。为什么。。为什么。。我很明显的在伤害你弄你生气。。讨厌。。恨我。。为什么你还是一直喜欢我。。喜欢我喜欢我。。可是还是不改掉那个坏习惯。。我恨你。。可是又在意你。。我恨你就连你的感谢都太诚实，你不懂最大的温柔是掩饰。。你要我懂那谁来懂我心里的黑洞，我从来没有这么渴望你欺骗我。。因为我不希望。。也不想。。你想我怎样。。

年初三的我怎样过呢 ?? o.O??

2009-01-28T05:51:00.000-08:00

........this is my latest pic...during this CNY...kakaka ...i love u guys..kakaka ....

Muackhz...
Hugs!!!!

Today... i wake up around 745am..LOLZ....cuz today got a trip..1 day Trip in Genting Highland..with my new fren..Darren..kakaka...darren is a skinny ..not pure chinese..hmm..a shy guy..haha..sorry lor..the trip not oni juz we 2 ok?? beside darren.. there r stil hav another 3 fren...1 is Wai kuan..Hero..and Hing.. ah hing actually.. i got his contact in my FS...LOL when he 1sttime saw me..he knew tat i m PIGKEn...LOL..how can..ppl so easy recognize me..!! how can???

hmm..around 9.15 i take LRT..to KL sentral...LOLz...tell u guys hor..darren make a deal with me..he say..who late...b4 10am....then he is TURTLE"wu gui"..who knw??? darren's fren was laste..so mean.Darren late too!!! lolz..he is wu gui..!! then..after gather le..they dabao at Mc D..lol..i juz order an orange juice..kakaka ...currently..dislike oily foods..

hmmm 45 min ..to reach Genting..siao...SLEEPPYY...zzz..zzz.zzz

after reach Genting..kaka...happi happi nia..cuz..genting..sooo many visitor..hmm~ i gues they pass CNY with their parents at there bah...kakak..the most important is..casino...i gues..this is wat...our parents...like..LOLZ...gambling oni!!!...kakakaka...

年29那一天。。

2009-01-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

24 Jan 2009(Saturday)

halor!!! im back...hmm~~ tomoro is..年30 lor.. mean..1 more day..GONG xi GONG xi lor..haha..today hor..my buddy robert asking me to go KLCC..yay!! then..we decide to go out around 5 o clock evening..after reach KLCC.....hmm~~ smell something nice... wat izzit????? HUH?? dont u guy smell it too?? when LRT reach KLCC...yay!!! right !! its ROTI BOY..hahaha...roti boy..seem like..nthg special..actually..but hor..its delicious and..nice.. erm...not liar yea. u can go and try it if u guys dun believe it..~~ after tat...i ask robert wan go movie o not ... kakaka...finally we decide to watch UnderWorld 3 ：rise of lycan ...lolz..told u guys hor..yesterday(Friday) lar..we juz went to pavilion and watch 家有喜事....lolz!!!!... haha we aldy watch 2 new movie..in 2 day..kakaka..yay yay!!!..so..we buy the underworld ticket..tat was start at 6.45pm.....stil hav to wait 45min...so we decide to go ..secret recipe!!!..wao!! my favourite again... when we reach secret recipe hor... hmm... robert find seat...then i go order cake directly...lolz...i was order 1 slide of Classic cheese and 1 slide of yogurt cheese...SIAO!! lolz... robert was order 1 slide new cheese cake...Hazel cheese.....kakak ... after..finish my ..snack ...aldy around 6.35..yoo yooo yoo...fast fast go cinema..get ready ...like...buy some popcord..lolz...

MOVIE TIME . . . .. . .

wao!! underworld 3 its nice!! googogooogoooo!! go watch it!!..haha...after finish my movie~~ we decide to back...hmm~~ actually...robert was..going back hometown by tomoro...hmm today is the lastday he stay here and hanging out with me...kakaka...hmm my best fren robert~~ thx u thx u~~ kakaka...^^

Anyway...CNY its coming..wat do u guys planning for?? eat oni?? NO!!!!haha...for me.. not oni eat but gambling too!!BUT too bad..this year..im celebrating CNY by myself..kaka..so..no eat no gambling jor lor...kakaka .. ok la..Wish u guys.. Happi CNY and take k yea...

PigKen/ZombieKen ..love u guys...MUACKHZ..a BIG kiss...nah~~

2009年第一次的农历新年..妈的..可怜...

2009-01-20T08:47:00.000-08:00

20 Jan 2009 ( Tuesday)

im back!! yo..be 4 that..i wan to tell u guys..what my feeling now..erm....honestly..i wanna cry..and im always in the bad mood..and ANGRY!..i feel wanna cry its because..i wan back HOMETOWN lar...!! why cant!!?? every1 back hometown pass CNY..why i cant!?? some of my fren la..their FAMILY..let them back..for 4-5 days..cuz of CNY..siao!! why mine cant!!!...okie..if u guys think of my family economy..hmm..my parents financial ...i dun think got any problem...and ..they dun let me back..cuz of.."waste money for flight ticket.." ..Oh..mY god.. izzit..my family..dunwan me anymore...? shit! JESUS!! help me!!

OK another reason..i always in the bad MOOD and ANGRY...its becuz of my JIBAi exam..SHIT..do u guys knw the exam date for me..?? 14, 15, 16, 19, 21Jan ..5 feb..cuz of the 5feb..i cant back hometown!!!!!! argg!! why college adjust the stupid time like this!!! argg!!! really so stupid lor..the examination time table..haiz..of..this i can forget it..now..i tell u 1 more thing..juz happen this afternoon.. actually..i plan to back hometown..after i take the last paper..which is 5FEB..so..i decide to back hometown on 8FEB..who knw..i ask daddy..did sister in law..BOOKing THE Flight TICKET for me..??????who knw.. the sister in law say..ermm..now my internet..not work..cannot online...OMG..this mean..she wan to go AirAsia website and bOOK it now????? oh shit...KILL me ..pls.. They dun have book any ticket for me!!!!!!! argg!!! and the most angry ..my dad ask me..u back hometown for wat? waste money wor~ .....i silent a while...and my heart..its hurt... the words coming out from my dad.. r not encourage me to back hometown...guys...do ur parents like this...??? if these words..come out from..my sister in law..or my brother..i can dun mind it....but..this words...its from my dad...izzit ...izzit. ..he dunwan me this son anymore....?

GOSH...

Guai Zai Look ..ZOmbie here~

2009-01-13T01:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!! im back!! so miss u guy nia!! lai lai ,...kis kiss..haha ..tell u guys a GOOD news yea! i go hav an hair CUT agaiN!! hahah...diff me again~~ my long hair...b come SHORT aldy!! its becuz ..i wan keep a new hair ..cuz my ex hair hor..lasttime after rebonding..seem like..erm..how to say? half dead half alive..haha..something like tat la..seem like plastic ..so i decide go salon and cut it. let the newborn hair..growth again~~ haha..

Don worry..giv me some time.. my hair will b back ok!!?? nexttime..i will let u guys see the NEW me again!! juz wait yea...??maybe AFTER Chinese New Year..the diff me come out again!! haha ..oh yea forgot tell u guys...im having exam now..so i will update the BLOG late a bit yea...^^ ........to be COntinue... .............Muackhz i love u all ..nah..kiss kiss..MUACKHZ MUACKHZ !! """HUG""" !!!

S.H.E Come KL for Promo Tour... i love them so much!! LOVE S.H.E 4ever!!

2009-01-04T10:54:00.000-08:00

(3/1/2009 )Saturday , Its my happi day..cuz of wat?? wahahha..say le you all also jealous!! haha,,,its.. S.H.E come Malaysia !! Malaysia Promo Tour !!! wahahah!! thats mean..Selina Jiejie comE JOR!! argg!!! finally..i meet with my selina jiejie!! happi happi!!!eeeekkk..swwweeeettt.

Wait..till the end..YAHOO!! my turn..shake hand..ekkk..>< they say Hello with me.. and i reply..hello..^^ jia you yea..i will come for the concet de..haha..they say Thx u and see u~~ hahah..hav their autograph and shake hand with them b4 lor!! yes!~ haha ~ happi happi..MUAHAHAHAHA...

Ding Dong Bell its gone..But Dong Dong Chang Its coming..!!!!

2008-12-26T23:37:00.000-08:00

yoo guys~ haha how yea u guys ? i hope u all got a nice christmas yea~~hahaha! me a?? i count down with my roommate in some Pub lor..hahaha 24dec is my dad birthday ler...i got call he and wish he happy birthday~~!! keke ..but when i call he at the time.. he was dinning with my bro in hometown..yeeeerr..they dinning at my favourite restaurant!!! arrrgg!!! seafood!!! seafood!! arrggg!!!! Today 27Dec 2008..hmm Ding Dong Bell gone ..hmm..hmm...sad..no more ..christmas le..hav to wait next year...haiz..But hor..Dong Dong Chang its coming oh!! exciting!!! hahaha.. tell u guys hor..u knw ma? lasttime i shopping in pavilion and sungai wang la..those shop jor..very geng..they put CNY song..but not Christmas song..SIAO!!! so fast sia? hahah...anyway..did u guys shopping?? fast fast fast!! go!! cuz the mega sale until 4Jan 2009 oni..fast!!~~ left 1 week oni~~~gogogo!!~ haha..i also no buy yet..haha..but i will buy soon~~~!~~~

21 DEC...我最喜欢吃的汤圆。。。现在吃不到了。。。

2008-12-20T09:13:00.000-08:00

sob..sob..guys...i very sad here..cuz..i miss my tang yuan ler..all of my classmate..my housemate..even my roommate..not here..and ..i was lonely at the night.hmm..lonely its okay la..but i jealous 1 thing..its..all of them can eat TANG YUAN at home..!!shit!!..my favourite!!...argg!!!i wan eat tang yuan ler!!!! aspecially handmade by myself..or my mom..keke..inside must hab red bean d..ekeke...but..i also like the original 1..got nthg inside..keke~~

hmm..anyway..christmas is coming~ 2008 also itstime to say goodbye..ahaha..i wish all of my fren...my family..ready for 2009 yea..cuz..after christmas...its time for..DONG DONG DONG CHIANG !!!!...LOL..ROAR!!!! Chinese New Year!!!hahahahaha

6Dec 2008

2008-12-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

Robert , me , jiek , jiek's friend

Me and ah jiek
we been trape ...help us!!

today i wake up around 9 o'clock..cuz today i promise some1..to meet her in Mid Valley..kaka~ after my an hour prepare~ i go out around 10.30..sumthing like tat la..haha..then i call my buddy Mr robert~ accom me go mid valley~kakak..he is UTAR student..and going to sit for final exam..lolz..i stil invite he go out..but lucky la..this sem he oni 3 subject..so he say nvm..he can handle it. kakaka

we used Monorail go KL central~ and changed to KTM~ 1 station to mid Valley~kakaka..so FARRR...but nvm la..meet hometown friend ma~~can d la~kaka..after we reach mid valley hor..jiek ask ys to find them in food court..kaka~~ they having their breakfast in asian cruise..kaka..not yet having my breakfast too..so i going to eat also..kaka!!after our breakfast hor..jiek's fren say wan go Mc.D...LOL... u say siao or not..lol..no choice lor..we go mc d~ after out breakfast~..i having my ice cream there...hahahah CHOCO TOP!!!..muahah my Favourite!!!!muackhs!!!

1 of the pic la..they say i looks like wuzun..where got o..wat do u think guys? haha..anyway..i like the mid valley christmas tree..ahah cuz nice and very traditional..kaka..not like nw..very modern d..kaka

My wish..be 4 Christmas...

2008-12-08T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hello...Hmm..today is 8Dec (Monday)when i see the date...i will feel that..im lonely..im sad..why?...hmm..actually... i got a wish.. i hope..i promise myself..that..no matter how weird im..how bad im...when christmas its coming...must be ..celebrate with some1 (Special 1 )..or celebrate with my parents.... Christmas...its a peace day...for all of us..who dislike christmas here..?? try to ask urself...wats ur plan for that day..?izzit..wish to celebrate with ur GF/BF? or ur parents? hmm... i guess yea.. but.. i knw wat u guys wan to say.. why sad? u can celebrate with ur fren d ma~ haha... i knw.. i knw.. i juz wan to say out ..how my plan actually.. i wan celebrate with the 1 ..who is very special...for me..kaka...but hor..i dun hav ...and..izzit..im useless..? or wat..? hmm...i knw how pity im...cuz i m the 1..wont got a successful relationship .. no 1..will notice d la....cuz im juz a simple xiao didi..here..kaka...ANyway...i wish..all my fren...no matter how hurt u do to me b4..or how u lie me b4..~ juz wish u r healthy..may all of u...dreams come true...OFCUZ...i also wish tat my family.. dad ..mom.. bro..my puppy..all of u..pleases...take good care to urself..pleases...healthy always...hmm..dream.. i gues..my dad and mom dream..is hope tat her/his son...all healthy always and got a good future...i gues...this wish...all of the parents in this world..are same..!! right?? am i right?? and my last wish..i wan to giv my puppy...
Puppy r puppy...Lucky..and bou bou..since ur jiejie/laopoh..die jor lor..last 2 mon..see..? thn do u knw how sad im.?.. so pleases...BouBou...lucky.. 2 of u ..r my best fren ..and i alrdy treat u 2 as my family member...pleases..healthy always yea...when u 2 r sick..pleases..try to ..let us notice/knw ..tat u sick..Muacks..ken ken always love u 2..even i m study in KL..i nv forgot u 2..muack muack...

how about myself....? i gues...my fren..family..pets wish...is my best wish...so i gues...there is nthg for me nw..and i dun ned anything nw...

3 Dec 2008 (Wed) Happi Day...^^

2008-12-03T07:59:00.000-08:00

i luv u.. u luv me..we r friendship 4ever..kaka~~
Tuan Yee...there is a SHIT on ur head..LOL
Kok Lian...ur 1st Sticker Photo..we edit dou u very funny wor...kakaka

YooYoo...today..really happi o...why?? after i end my class around 1 pm ..hmm my buddy Tuan EE ask me..accom he go by bus ticket in somewhere...bus station..i forgot the name aldy..hmm..we went out...with his housemate and 1 of our classmate KoK Lian..actually..KokLian follow us..cuz he is planning to go sing k in GreenBox..with his buddy . but who knw..tuan yee and his housemate ..not in the right mood/time..to sing k~ so.. i follow Tuan yee and his housemate ..to lowyat..and KoK Lian go meet his buddy ..when we reach Imbi..haha..

when we reach Lowyat...1st~ we go to having our lunch in OldTown 1st...kakaka..after lunch..tuan yee's housemate wan to visit his bf ..in lowyat..so we go with her~..kaka..after the couple sweet..dating..lolz.. we go to time squre~~SHOPPING!!!wahahahaha.. but the end...we no buy anything in there...so we go another shopping mall...Sungai WANG!!!! wahahaha...when we reach sungai wang..tuan yee housemate found some...interesting dress~~ so she decide to buy them~~kaka and me..i finally..found the SOH ZAI spec..that i looking for!! suddenly..we receive a call from kok lian...he say he finish his SINGING K..and come to find us!!!roar!! haha...after we shopping all the ..shops..we stop infront..gamezone..inside hav some..Snap merchine..which call "da tou tie" Sticker photo...hahahhah!!! we plan to take...ROAR!!! its fun!!...but tell u guys hor...kok lian...1st time take this kind of photo..!!he is excited..and SHY!!! lolz...

24 Dec..and 25 Dec.

2008-11-27T05:00:00.000-08:00

yooyooyoo.. ! hmm today.. i wan talk about my father.. keke..he is 63 yrs old lor..keke i very love him! blek..he is old nw..but stil no retired yet..and he say,...he wan to support till i graduate my educate..i gues.. this is the most thouching thing.. tat make me more love him..and treassure..i gues..i cannot waste too much of time to do nthg..kaka..24 DEC..is his Bday..haiz...i m not in hometown..i wish i can back..but ..cant! i wan to celebrate his 64 bday..haha...guys..u knw?..if..in this world..no 1 love u..u still got ur mom..ur dad..pls..dun simply giv up when something hurt u ..or make u unsuccessful/Fall down...cuz..ur mom and dad..they nv choose to giv up 1.. so pls...dun giv up so easily..=)

25 DEC..is Chrismast day..hmm i gues..that day..all couple..will celebrate thier christmas in somewhere lor..romantic ler...hmm...for me.? hm..duno..cuz..my wish no come true..yet...haiz..satan claus...pls.. i dunwan any present..but..at least..dun let me alone pls..

Bad News.. but lucky.. not My Best Fren..!!!

2008-11-21T10:51:00.000-08:00

today.. i skip my lecture and stay at home. haha cuz its too tired jor lor..so i decide to skip another 2 lecture..after BM..haha..when im home..my cousin..Uncle Jimmy..he nudge me in msn! ..say he is in shop nw..and my mom was there!! ROAR!! i ask uncle jimmy to open cam and show my mom..wao!! finnally..i saw my mom!! ahahaha ..he is fine nw..hmm..good.. after cam with them.. my mom call me...and he told me ..1 bad news.....

The Bad news..is..my doggie..IS DEAD!!..i say WHICH ONE!!!!! i was so scare.. i scare its lucky...!!! Pleases..DOnt!!..god..oh pls..pls..stay lucky bside me ..pls...dun take lucky go..yet..pls..my mom told me..is my ah lui.. die liao...hmm... she dead cuz..she cant born the puppys out..stucking..and lost of blood..OH SHIT wat happen for my bro!!? why no take good care of them.. and this thing its happen last mon...FUCK OFF..why no 1 told me...niama...i was mad..and getting crazy!! PLS!!! i dun wish lucky is the NEXT ..pls...GOD..if u wan take a life..pls take mine..i dunwan lost LUCKY..he is my best fren...when im sad..i will call lucky..and he sit bside me..juz stay at there..or laying at there...when im child..i less of fren..oni lucky.. i gues...lucky is the 1..who knw my sadness more then others..haha...cuz ..i prefer alone!! nv share with others~~ even my family~~hhahahaha~~

BOOM!! im back!!

2008-11-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

Yo..Soh Lou come back from Genting Highland lor.. wahahaha..tell u guys hor..i very pity when im in genting...its COld..Hungry easily....HAIZ...and i looks diff when im in genting..why?? cuz..its too cold..u knw ? its cold until i diamdiam..not talktive anymore...and my face..white white de..PITY ler...LIKE GHOST !!!hmm .....i got SS.. take pic..let u guys see see la..since u all soo miss me..!! haha...after the trip with my group in genting.. ..its nice.. .and full of memory ! cuz its 1sttime go a trip with my classmate.. my best buddy!! ROAR!! i loVe u all DGD1( Diploma in Graphic Design Group D1 ) !!!.. haha..

DING DONG !!!

2008-11-12T06:40:00.000-08:00

hello all my friend! how r u yea!? fine? i hope so..hmm~ this few day hor.. i keep rushing my assignment.. my lecture..and tutor teacher..like a MONSTER..keep spam assignment to us..!! haiyooo.. u know ma? i hav 3 day cant sleep well/not enough sleep..juz cuz of i rush my assignment until midnight..hmm..no..its morning 4 A.M .. SIAO!!! so.. i m M.R panda ZOMBIE now..LOL..but..finally ..i done some part of my assignment~!~ yeah~~...but...dun so happy 1st..cuz..i cant warranty..next week...no more ASSIGNMENT..haha... but i will try my best to done all..

This coming friday..i will go Genting Highland~~ PLY? no la!! its go there...for PhotoShooting..haha.... with my group and yeah~~ 1st time hang out with them~~ haha.... friday.. after my 1sT clas...and will be there~~ ~~until Sat ..evening like tat oni back home..KAKAKA..so...miss me yea!! muakk!~

Why ? How?

2008-11-06T20:14:00.000-08:00

Halo babe ..!! and my dearest fren! im back ..sorry hor..cuz nv update my blog..cuz currently..i rushing my Assignment a...its too many le..hav to adjust time to draw draw draw and draw.. haha..

This sem hor.. in my class la..totally 4 ppl gone..they giv up to stay at Graphic design 2nd sem.. i was thinking..how about me.. should i go too?? i wish too actually..cuz ..honestly..i not interest about graphic..cuz..my dream..and my favourite courses ..is interior design..i like to deco and design ..kakaka..hmm..

maybe after this sem...i decide to giv up..and go through my dream?? maybe ...go learn something....like..dancing..singing? haha..hmm..actually is wish to b model..not catwalk 1 la..kaka..erm..or b artist..? haha...jk..la..im ugly..how can ler..hmm...

Oh yea!! i upload some new pic in my frenster already!! go giv comment pls!!

http://profiles.friendster.com/pigken89

26 Oct..2008

2008-10-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

Today..i wake up at 9!! wa。。early sia..cuz i wan go meet my soh poh secondary FREN!!!...wahahahaha..so happy ler..she is LISA!~~!~ Liang moi sia..haha..erm..we meet at Time square..Old Town..then we YUMCHA at oldtown there..i order jor 1 Ice Cream Toast~WAO WAO~~YUMY YUMY~kaka..

After my BREAKFAST...we plan to go movie~~wat movie we watched ler...The answer is...Butteryfly Lover..!! SIBEH Nice...but maybe some of ppl say not nice la..but my comment is,.. NICE..and touching..haha ^^ If u guys no watch yet...pls..go watch it!! dun hear ppl say not nice then u mis this movie!! GO GO!!

心情小报告（23.10.08)

2008-10-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

最近的我很好~ 不用担心~ 我开始第二学期了，同时也拿了成绩。。。很烂哦。。伤心伤心！刚才大约8.30左右我与一对情侣好朋友一起去我们吉隆坡最有名的（Chi Chiong 街）！！开心开心！这是我第一次晚上跟班上的好朋友一起出门哦！。。我们8.40坐LRT一起下pasar seni..然后走大约5分钟的路就到了！！一到了那里。。哇！很多人哦。。哇噻！
那对情侣呢。。。到了那里。。买到东西，男的就买包鞋；女的呢就买普通的拖鞋。说是在宿舍冲凉的时候用的。。。哈哈。。

满满的。。天空不听话了。。下起小雨来。。不会很大可是明显的下起雨来。我们也只好赶快跑着去LRT站等最后一班的车回家~回到wangsa maju时候就搭计程车回Genting kelang..回家~~

小猪受到委屈，还是会笑的。。

2008-10-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

老天爷叔叔。。是不是小猪做错事情。。你要惩罚小猪啊。。。可是小猪很乖啊。。。都没有作错事情。。可是为什么要让小朱我的恋爱每次都是悲剧呢。。？两人好不容易喜欢对方。。可是偏偏对方一定是有另一个伴的。。已经第多次了！！不止这个啊。。。为什么总要我去等待某人。。明明两个是相爱的，可是就是要我等。。不是他等。。好苦你知道吗老天叔叔。。。。为什么。。难道小猪很差嘛。。。。为什么呢?还是。。神婆阿姨所说的。。我前世是貂蝉。。所以注定这世回来让自己来受委屈来还命给吕布。。

妈妈告诉过我伤心的时候眼泪是咸的。。受到委屈的时候是苦的。。可是我把委屈埋在心里。。不能让你们担心。。我不会哭出来的。。我很乖。。真得很乖。。所以。。我在学校。。一直到傻傻的笑。。我不要你们担心。。我会自己面对可是不是现在。。因为小猪真的迷路了。。我懂你们要帮我。。可是。。能帮到的，就只有我自己。。

Omg...Its time to say GOODBYE...

2008-10-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hello my friend...today hor...its time to say goodbye to my longhair le...becuz...i bored to hear someone...say i looks like a GIRL or KIDS this kinds of comment anymore.....so i go saloon ... ..have a hair CUT...haha...bye bye lor...sorry my hair...but i have no choice....But my hairstlist friends...she know wat style i wan...>< so good nia...^^ Thanks You SuSan!!

(Susan , Senior hairstylist , Kimary Time Square Kuala Lumpur)

New Life...New Sem..New Roomz..

2008-10-11T02:06:00.000-07:00

yoyo!! im back...haha miss me or not?? now ler..im starting my 2nd sem....and i already moved to a New Roomz...in Prima Setapak there..Block A 19- 11..lolz~~ a Medium roomz~ included personal toilet...yeah!!~ and 1 more thing..is ...i will on9 everyday !~~!~ cuz i go to register a Personal broadband...iZZi...for my personal uses..so wont lag..and i can DLing anytime~~~kaka yeah~~

see see>>>>> this is my iZZi Broadband...ROAR!!>>>>>>

5 Sept 2008...(Sunday)

2008-10-05T05:24:00.001-07:00

Hello my fren!~~ im back~! hmm...second sem its started..so today i went to carrefor to buy my study table...pillow..chair..and others...hmm when i went to shop my study Table ler.. i very dulan ...cuz....i was found .....one study table..nice 1 and suit for me..but the problem is no stock..diao..LOL...so i giv up..juz buy the small 1..hmmm..

2nd sem start jor...no more holiday...sob..!!! kelian ler..why 2 weeks oni ler...so bad d TAR college...haizzz....and i hear some1 say...CNY we holiday 1 week oni...then exam...exam..exam..after exam then holiday 1 mon...SH!T?? tats mean...i no ned back hometown for CNY??? ARGG!!!! how can!! my Ang Pow ler..!!!!! Sh!T !!!! T.T

Latest News.. about me...

2008-10-01T09:25:00.000-07:00

Hello Guys...i update my blog lor..this few day hav u all notice tat i dind't on9 MSN? its becuz hor...im working as a part time promoter in KLCC Parkson Grand...hahah so no ned worry about me yea... Hmm...the day when i was working in parkson..i very miss the chatting life...haiz...cannot on9 ...chat in msn...so cham ler...sob..sob..

yooyoo... nw i wan to share my parttime job to u guys..haha u knw wat section promoter i be? the answer is..Avent(blend) Baby product!!! like..arflex...milkbottle...toys..baby chair!!wao...so cute ler..but also hav sell mothers product...like breast pump..breast cover...nimple protector..LoL...so paiseh ler...a boy promoting pregnant women product..LoL...so..this is my job..during the parttime...i was promoting..and explore see hab ppl stole thing or not..kakaka...

Careless...

2008-09-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

27 Sept (Friday) Friday Story...

This is The Most 1st unlucky day tat happen in in KL...
today...is the most unlucky day for me...u knw why? cuz..im in rushing to go out ...with my fren YongWei..kaka...i wake up at 11..and i hav to go LRT b4 2...rush rush rush...huh?? stil hav many time ...wat..why so rush...haha...u knw why? cuz..i wan giv GOOD image to ppl...so i ned alot of time..how to..set this set tat...ofcuz hav a bit make up..like..cover this cover tat...wahahahaha..

Okie.. .after all my deco.. its time to go out!..when i go out..i rush to wear my shoes...then.. i was thinking...how to get out... ler..i forgot to bring my key with me...ler..so i go my room to get the KEY...but....now i juz notice...OMG!! i lock my door juz nw. OMG...i cant get into my roomz..also cant go out..cuz of the gate...swt...AIYO....so bad luck sia!!!!

Then...i juz realize...tat i hav a Housemate...working around...those shops office 1...so i call her come back....and rescuit me...LOL..save me,...help!!!...omg... SH!t..wat a BAD ...unlucky day...

25 Sept

2008-09-24T13:10:00.000-07:00

Cyrus and me

Wao...gues wat time nw..? opps...its Almost 5 am!! why!? why? huh? no ned sleep ar? sure need la..but later~~ kaka..wait me finish this blog 1st. i gues....there is many question mark..why..why.. on ur head le..right? why so late i hvnt sleep ..right? becuz..i juz finish my game lor..kaka mapling juz nw..

Today.. A bit ..Busy ..busy for packing this packing that...cuz i going to move out soon~~kaka...move to a new condo 2nd master roomz..wao~ but i still share with with my roommate Cyrus...kekeke whos my roommate's? okie..let me show his pic here..see?? He is my Roommate Cyrus...Handsome or not?? he is single now and available o....chio bu chio bu...wait wat ler???? kaka..tell u hor...actually...i juz knw he not longer half yr..kakakakaka...geng ler...1st time meet in real person..is the day we start living together. LoL~~ Until today...we r Best buddy and roommate~~

Before i leave.. juz wan to say out something...this few day ler...i m hurt..by some1 ..hmm.. i wont cry although im hurt..i will juz keep it in my heart ...and..finally..i accept the truth..and its over now.. thats why u guys saw my nick...PigKen bcome ZombieKen...hahah its becuz..i try to be an EVIL now...wahahahaha

i gues...its time to sleep le...><>

一直很安静

2008-09-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

考完试咯。。小猪本人一个人在家好闷哦。。想出去打工。。又没有人请哦！因为假期才两个星期罢了。.. 好羡慕我家乡的朋友回家乡。。艮羡慕我同房朋友可以随时回家。。。呜。。呜呜。。羡慕羡慕。。家里剩我一个。。。静静的。。可怜。。没人陪我聊天。。上网？讲到上网都 “dulan”。。家里的line 不懂发什么神经很厉害够力。。。慢不要紧就是偏偏不让我上网，一直DCDC。。T_T.. 不要担心小猪我哦。。。我过得很好，而且胖了。。减肥中。。。哈哈。。家里一直很安静哦。。。不习惯。。因为第一次在家。。自己一个人在家哦。。哈哈。。

哦！对了。。小朱要说声抱歉哦。。我呢不是每一天都update Blog 的。我是一有心情，有东西向分享的时候才写写/发泄的。哈哈。。所以抱歉哦。。sorryz.. kaka 可是我保证我一定不会不update blog的~~~我一定会与你们分享哦~放心~ 最近我都很忧郁，心不在焉，因为我也不懂自己在搞什么。。可能是在等待它的答案吧。。到今天还是没答案。。。呜呜。。苦苦哦。。希望我早日知道答案。。也希望它回来找我。。

好啦。。小朱我很累了。。因为考试期间没有好好睡到。。。我要去休息咯~

z...z...zz...ZZ.Z.z.zZ.Z.z..z.zz...

一个人过的中秋

2008-09-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

今年头一次自己身在外面。。没有和爸妈一起度过。。在这个时候。。我才突然真的很想哭出来。。因为看见每一家的小孩提着小灯笼。。爸爸妈妈在身边。。而我就孤零零的。。。这个时候才发觉。。我真得很想家了。。。。

我想念以前中秋。。和家人一起吃饭。。哇。。。很热闹。。有说有笑。。吃完饭后朋友就回一个一个的来找我。。。来我家玩赌牌。。而小的就在家的小花园里灯笼。。那种情景。。几时才会再重逢呢。。？好怀念哦。。。跟朋友的说笑声。。女生朋友的八卦。。

月饼。。。菱角。。。花生。。。没得吃。。。可怜的我。。为什么要这样对我呢。。。我真得很怀念你们啊。。！！！。。一个人过的中秋。。我没东西能做。。就只能拿着我明天要考的科目。。读书。。人家在庆祝中秋节。。而我们这一些考生就在拼命的读书温习。。

好啦。。不多写了。。祝我的朋友。。。我的爸妈。。。。还有一些看我blog的读者。。祝你们身体健康＆有一个美好的中秋！

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　！。。中秋节快乐。。！

心情小报告

2008-09-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

阿朱我呢今天过得还很好。不用担心，早上一起来就有点像上网看些E-MAIL.可是谁知道不能上网。气死了气死了。。那只好打扫房间，因为晚上会有人前来看房子。。嗯嗯。。对了。。我在下个月将会搬去另一个房子。。哈哈。。经过一番打扫，房间终于恢复原来的样子了。（不要误会哦。。因为下个月要搬家了。。还是会有点乱的。。）

为什么一起来就打扫没有吃东西呢。。？对了！我就是没有去吃早餐。。因为顾着打扫咯。。忘记吃早餐。。抱歉抱歉。。=。=“ 打扫完后都已经下午了，直到与我最要好的朋友（隔壁房的）一起去吃午餐。。我的午餐呢，市本人的最爱哦。。。那就是。。鸡饭！！哈哈。。虽然鸡饭对你们来说没什么特别。。也有些人不喜欢吃。。可是我呢超爱吃鸡饭！！而且一定要是胸肉的！~ 哈哈。。^^

慢慢的。。午餐吃完了。。当然是回家睡谁咯！~因为忙了整个早上啊。。。所以呢。。一回到家~洗脚洗脸后。。。睡觉咯！~

............ ..zzZZ...Zz...z...zZZZ.....zzz.z...............(后会有期）....

苦苦等待。。甜甜回忆。。

2008-09-08T10:05:00.000-07:00

今天呢。。我想要说出我心里想说出来的话。。同时。。我希望它能看到。喜欢一个人就如你所说得很容易我懂。。可是你想想如果要是你喜欢的那个人，是你真的有感觉的而他也如此对你有感觉，而且是你想拥有的。。你真的会放弃吗？

我不会怪你所作的一切。。不会很你冷落我。可是我就是原谅不到你逃避我。为什么。。。如果你真的不想我等你的话为什么我与你的东西一定要等到考完试才解决呢？你不觉得好像在锁着我/留住我吗？

为什么你可以那么残忍呢。。？为什么你可以把发生过的东西当作不知道的？你在逃避嘛。。？可以不要吗。。？。。我喜欢你。。原因一个罢了。。因为我喜欢你。。感觉。。我相信你。。对我也有感觉吧？不是吗？为什么你要骗自己呢。。？如果你不喜欢我。。为什么与我如此那么暧昧呢。。？难道。。你想说你在 “玩我” 来当理由嘛？你确定吗？你真的用 “玩我” 这个烂理由就可以骗我。。。让我死心吗？。。难道这个理由。。。就可以把事情解决了然后就当做没事发生过吗？。。发生就是发生了。。不要逃避。。

我不要求你现在就在一起啊。。。我可以等的。。我懂。。等待也许会很辛苦。。可是你懂吗。。？比起放弃你忘掉你。。跟辛苦你懂吗。我会等我会等。。我会一直在你旁边等你。。。。可以吗。。？求求你。。。

小猪日记

2008-09-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

9月7号 (星期日)

今天我一起床的时候...打开窗...哇!...好开朗的天色..然后九月了我朋友一去出去逛逛放松自己....

应为我本人在考试中..偶尔还是需要放松下自己的.....打扮了一个小时多后...准备出发咯!..我们去靠

近甲洞(kepong) 的 ONE U 那里逛街买东西，到了那里我们一去就逛衣服店...因为本人我想要买一

些白色的T-Shirt因为最近一打开我衣橱的时候。。。吃惊了一下下。。原来我很少白色的衣服。。全

都是黑色，五颜六色就是没有白色。（-.-)" 冒汗。。。

逛逛逛。。买买买。。一逛就逛到下午4点钟。。。总共买了4见白色的衣服。。满足满足^^ 接下来下

一个行程呢当然就是去找吃的咯．．我跟我朋友呢．．在ＯＮＥ　Ｕ找吃的找了１５封中最后才找到一

间想吃的。。因为太多选择了　＝。＝“　那间点就是吃鱼扒店的　Ｆｉｓｈ&Co..哈哈。。等待食物中的

我。。。好幸福哦。。因为知道自己就快有东西吃了。。哈哈。。

吃完了侯也是时候回家了。。那时候的时间是5点左右。回家的时间....很长很久................因为塞车

哦!! 讨厌!! 那时的我....很困....慢慢地...睡着了.....ZZzzZZZzzz....